circumstances made me think about it again and gosh it's been five years. almost exactly five years ago. jun 03. i've never forgotten about it - you don't forget such things obviously. but as time passes you do at least stop thinking about it constantly and stop feeling too affected by it. perhaps my experience might help now, but yet i also remember that outsiders can't do anything, really. it's just the people involved who need to slowly get over it and move on, and that just comes with time, it can't be rushed. and it's also only the people involved or connected somehow that can be understanding listeners and comforters. i kind of feel bad for not showing more concern, i just don't know if it's really needed but yes that's me, cold-hearted and unexpressive. at least... i think this time it's not quite as bad anyway not that that makes it any better for the people affected though.

urgh i hate emo posts. bury.